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Someone asked me, if I were a girl, would I choose myself? I said yes, why not? But that got me thinking: is that really the truth? I am not rich or very handsome. If I were a girl, I would probably have so many better options. Why would I choose myself? Just because I may do good in the future, or because I am a nice person? Why? I couldn't find any answer. But then I started thinking: even if someone chose me, would I be able to hold her? Would I be worth her time? I mean, why would someone invest their time in me when they have so many good options right in front of them? Then another thought comes: if she really wants to, she will support you no matter what. But again, why would anyone be that interested in me? It's like even if I date someone, I feel like I can't maintain that relationship, because there are so many things in myself that need more attention. And I am not a casual type of person. I don't want to be physically with anyone until I am sure about them, because I know myself. If I try it once, I won't be able to stop. So I am done with dating. There is nothing there for me. I am happy single now. I myself am enough for me.